May 2012
— Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov
Wanted, wanted: Dolores Haze. Hair: brown. Lips: scarlet. Age: five thousand three hundred days. Profession: none, or "starlet" Where are you hiding, Dolores Haze? Why are you hiding, darling? (I Talk in a daze, I walk in a maze I cannot get out, said the starling). Where are you riding, Dolores Haze? What make is the magic carpet? Is a Cream Cougar the present craze? And where are you parked, my car pet? Who is your hero, Dolores Haze? Still one of those blue-capped star-men? Oh the balmy days and the palmy bays, And the cars, and the bars, my Carmen! Oh Dolores, that juke-box hurts! Are you still dancin', darlin'? (Both in worn levis, both in torn T-shirts, And I, in my corner, snarlin'). Happy, happy is gnarled McFate Touring the States with a child wife, Plowing his Molly in every State Among the protected wild life. My Dolly, my folly! Her eyes were vair, And never closed when I kissed her. Know an old perfume called Soliel Vert? Are you from Paris, mister? L'autre soir un air froid d'opera m'alita; Son fele -- bien fol est qui s'y fie! Il neige, le decor s'ecroule, Lolita! Lolita, qu'ai-je fait de ta vie? Dying, dying, Lolita Haze, Of hate and remorse, I'm dying. And again my hairy fist I raise, And again I hear you crying. Officer, officer, there they go-- In the rain, where that lighted store is! And her socks are white, and I love her so, And her name is Haze, Dolores. Officer, officer, there they are-- Dolores Haze and her lover! Whip out your gun and follow that car. Now tumble out and take cover. Wanted, wanted: Dolores Haze. Her dream-gray gaze never flinches. Ninety pounds is all she weighs With a height of sixty inches. My car is limping, Dolores Haze, And the last long lap is the hardest, And I shall be dumped where the weed decays, And the rest is rust and stardust.
Master and I love to age play. I call him “Daddy” all the time, and he loves to call me his baby, his princess, etc. I wouldn’t say it has a huge impact on our overall relationship, but I know it definitely makes both of us smile (and gets us horny!).
I admit that I was a bit cautious about calling him “Daddy” at first, and at doing any sort of age play— not because it didn’t turn me on, but because Master is 17 years older than I am and could technically be my father. It honestly took a lot of thinking on my part to become comfortable enough with calling him “Daddy” and knowing that that does not mean I want to fuck my real Dad. I think he was the one who first brought up the idea of my calling him “Daddy”, but he didn’t push it on me (and he was not the first guy I had called “Daddy”). Throughout our relationship, our Daddy/girl dynamic has slowly evolved. I think within the past year, year and a half is when it’s really accelerated to where it is now. The majority of our age play is in bed, but that doesn’t mean we don’t enjoy playing around with the Daddy/girl dynamic in our everyday lives.
(Side note: just the other day, I texted him: “Daddy, I want to go to the zoo soon.” And he texted back: “Okay, kitten. We will.” Which made me feel all kinds of giddy little-girl-ness inside.)
or even if you are just exploring your potentially submissive side on your blog. I’m trying to locate more blogs of submissive/potential submissive girls to follow …
